my com is finally working. hell sia i always seem to destroy computers - 3rd time oredi. but now my sis and i got separate thingys so whatever i do here she wun know...hehehe

k im finally blogging after like more than 9 months. revamped my blog, looks better now??

aint gonna mention the word 'Bitch' in the blog after this sentence. gotta accumulate lotsa good karma for the A levels.

prelims are over! old news is still better than no news. i think im gonna get
GP - max a C6
Bio - D to O
Chem - B to D
Math - F

tomorrow will get back some papers which will most prob be bio mcq or pract which will most prob mean i'll fail which most prob means my father will be disappointed.

my cca sux, my chinese grade sux, my pw sux, my SAT which i wanted to count on is no longer mandatory...maybe i really do need to go overseas. well, at least my father and my sis are ok with me going canada to study although i somehow prefer to remain in NUS.

met an ex-classmate yesterday. he told me ITE is slack and u can basically pon anyhow and the teachers/lecturers won't give a damn. maybe that's why ITE is "WHERE ITS HAPPENING"
went for a buffet lunch ate so much i couldnt eat anything from 2pm to this morning. hoping not to tilt the scales.

[ the next para is my opinion on Singapore govt. might be boring for a few. ]
these past few weeks have made starting to get suspicious of how Singapore can somehow excel in everything. started when i learned S.S. LKY said there was no other place he would prefer to be den why is it that he din raise up Spore's position in the world's best cities/country we only rank 25 not too bad but for a developed country (y ex-history teacher said we're developed) not too good either. all these preaching ab Singaporeans being very educated but i saw on 'Get Real" that the China students found our math, sci and chi syallabus much easier than what they've learnt. cant really blame us for complaining too much eh? who ask them to make us think we're so good oredi that we shouldnt push ourselves anymore. dont get me wrong. i admire the govt. they've done a great job in handling post-independence S'pore. just that our style of
a socialist democracy has led to some reservations.


read some blogs during my free time. some are light-hearted, some very 'neutral', some reflective.


maybe u guys have realised ive been a little more opinionated or my moods have really swing alot. that usually occurs to me sometime before the exams there's still A levels it'll get worse.
opinions are assholes - said none other than by booby flashing janet jackson so although i'll express myself here hope u all dun be too sensitive to it.

haiya...tomorrow got school...haiya

i love this song so damn much its by (surprise?) Madonna

The Power of Good-Bye

Your heart is not open so I must go
The spell has been broken, I loved you so
Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no

You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress you had to burn
Pain is a warning that something's wrong
I pray to God that it won't be long
Do you wanna go higher?


There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power
Than the power of good-bye

Your heart is not open so I must go
The spell has been broken, I loved you so
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress


There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power
Than the power of good-bye

Learn to say good-bye
I yearn to say good-bye

There's nothing left to try
There's no more places to hide
There's no greater power than the power of good-bye
There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power than the power of good-bye